it's Friday

well, today is Friday, and it has been all day.

woke up early, was not in the mood to get up, but i did, found that we had a house guest. was too tired to be sociable, and i reacted to all the sprays badly so went back to bed and had nebuliser.
googled optifast looking for a cheap way to buy the stuff.... and found that most places are the same sort of prices.

also *blush* realised during the night that if i did not do something, and continued on the way we normally do, as i am losing weight i would end up pregnant.

this is not an easy subject for me.
i have 8 babies in heaven, and really want more, but know i can't be pregnant and have the surgery that i need.
also, it is not a great idea to be this huge and pregnant.
so, today i went and got a depo shot. and i hate these.
they have so many side effects and take so long to get out of your system.

so, for the next 12 weeks i should not be able to get pregnant.
sigh. have spent 3 years trying to get and stay pregnant.

so.... after the Dr, that took 2 hours!!!! realised it is 11.30 and i did not have a breakfast shake, so, i did, watched some TV, tidied a little, and then went out for a while.

had a shake and mushrooms at 3pm, home made soup at 7 and a shake at 9pm. thinking need to start measuring my liquids better.... and i need to stop ummmmm bubbling!! (stinks)

i will come back to the baby issue when i can, but is hard!