i realy admire those that can pump out a blog a day and it makes sence, you want to hear what the person has to say and you go away thinking that you have learnt something from this.

i feel that i am marching time at the moment. not going forwards but not really going backwards either.

Have been in hosptial again, for 5 days after a lunch out. nearly killed me. sooo over pain.

I am not making sence today, tired and i think depressed and have sooo much stressing me.
computers, schools, life, husbands kids and thats enough for now.

i want to get moving forward in my life and be productive.
seems every time i go forwards it means another step backwards.

need to get head together and not feel sooooo sick all the time.

ok whinge over.... lol  I hope.

thought i would get this on paper before i forget...







i was on opti for 7 weeks, and have stopped now, but.....


can live on just a coffee all day and 1 poached egg and toast for dinner.... nothing else...






have had to make myself eat, as feel full quickly..... lol thinking sleeving will be a little like this...






today we went to a buffet lunch... i ate 3 steamed mussels, 7 tiny prawns, a bite of a bread roll (was white and smelt great), 2 black olives, some salad, as in maybe a lettuce leaf, piece of tomato, and a cube of feta... and then went back... and got 1 prawn gow gee, 1 mini spring roll, and a tiny tats.


then dessert....mmmmm there was cake, pavlova, jelly, mouse, ice cream bar, whipped cream, trifle... and i get a slice of pav, take 1 mouthful to sweet so leave it... all the plates i got i left food on, and did not finish.. not me at all.






but putting on weight again.... on steroids and it just comes back!!!

something i love....

http://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/Dolly-Parton-and-Kenny-Rogers-Perform-Islands-in-the-Stream-Video_1/topic/oprahshow


loved this 25 years ago, love it now.

It's been a while, i know, live has been happening and i have had soooooo much to process.

have to change surgeons, mine won't sleeve me, don't know what this means to my apra applications.

been working hard at my change of course. have completed 5 subjects, and have 2 more here to do, more are coming.

went swimming yesterday, was great!! did not swim many laps as had girls with me, but will do more and more as time goes on.

can't find Emily's swimmer pants... think she lost them at the pool. sigh. oh well she will have to wear her 1 piece.

ummmm not much else, am tired this morning, and cold. going back to sleep.... lol.